Poem

I feel myself slipping.. fading away.. these smiles are harder to make everyday

I want to be happy I want to be sure.. every day is a battle.. a lifelong war..

I strive to be perfect to be adored..
I admit I'm foolish and should lock those doors..

Move faster.. leave behind..
what I've always wanted to be mine.

its been like this since I can recall.
numb and empty..I just wish to fall...

into a darkness away from the it all..
ignore my emotions I'll curl into a ball..

let me die my feelings are lies..
I just wish... you saw the truth in my eyes...