Jealousy is the destruction of ones self......and the consumption of the memories are painful I wish I could go back to the days where love was amazing, and all I wanted was those words whispered in my ear as I was held close, snuggled against the chest of my lover... The tears burn the face of the child as she wonders what she's done wrong to never be loved as she has loved... maybe her love is to deep for most to comprehend and maybe she should just go on being lonely for something she forgot about...
I suppose it's been like this my mind wonders whats wrong and why things never happen to me besides the bad... I'm lonely and yes I have friends but the loneliness goes so much deeper then one could comprehend I'm empty my soul is aching I want to love again and be loved I want to smile I want to laugh be held and kissed know its ok...
a year later.... and I;m just now realizing how bad this hurts....
meows.
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Jealousy is a very strong and hard emotion to overcome. It is one of the most threathing to any relationship though and it is hard to deal with that is for sure whether it is yours or because of you it still leaves problems in relationships and stops you from feeling and getting the love you could and want and need. Wish there was an easy answer on how to stop the feelings though.
Thanks Cookie <3
Love, I know exactly what you mean. This is going to sound so stupid (i know..), but I think you summed-up alot of words which I could not for myself because I couldn't figure out why I felt so "empty"..So in a way, thank you so much. You are definitely not alone in this.
Just stay strong and keep your head up. It'll be alright in the end. Time heals everything..no matter how deep or painful..It does.
My heart goes out to you, ok? :/
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